Sick, sick, sick and still sick.

Have you ever feel like you don't want to be there anymore? Have you ever feel like you want to runaway from everything? Just leave everything behind and start a new life?

Me too. Me too people. Me too.

I just hope everything gets better. Please God, I need you now. Although I haven't talk to you for a while but I really need you now. Give signs, give me anything, tell me what to do now.

I have no idea why I'm still sick. It's been 3 days now, THREE freaking days and you don't want to see how I look right now. I look like I'm actually dying.
I've been to the doctor and all. Took all the medicines but I don't think any of it is working. Why I'm on because I'm trying to you know like forget that I'm actually sick? So yeah.

Anyway, the new facebook homepage is ugly right? I hate it! Everything is keep changing. I hate changes. Like myspace homepage! EW. I really love the old ones. Hmm I miss that.

Hmm what else? OH I just finished doing the stuff for the boyfriend :) Picture soon! Haha after he received the parcel :) Okay? :)

And guess what I had today?

CINNAMON DOLCE FRAPPUCINO :)
Haha amazing ♥

That's it for now then. Oh if you guys know how to feel better quickly do tell me. I'll appreciate it :)

Brandon Hilton is LOVE.

Hey hey people! I hope you guys are fine wherever you guys are now :)

I keep sleeping late nowadays. Really. Like 3AM or 2AM is my bedtime now. And I'll wake up around 6AM. Eep so not good. I definitely feel really exhausted everyday lol.

Anyway, my mum decided to go for a jog in the morning nowadays. IT KILLS. I was so freaking sleepy. It's like 5AM! Who go for a jog in that forest with all that trees and you-know-what! It was SO DARK. And I swear I get chills and I wasn't even looking elsewhere than looking down lol.

And I don't feel good these past few days. Been sick. Keep sneezing and having cold and fever and whatnot. Anyone have cure for that?
:)

Ohh I need your help! Do you guys have FACEBOOK?

This is Brandon Hilton. He model and sings. He have pretty good songs. So, I'm doing this guy a favor. So I need help from you guys :)
If you have FACEBOOK then join the Brandon Hilton Asia Street Team. You guys are Asian so you guys can join that :)
He'll need some strong fan base here to come and tour. He personally ask me to help him out. So it'd be pretty cool if you guys could join that group :)
Click here for the group
And for his updates please do follow him on his Twitter Click
I'd totally appreciate it if you could help me out here :) Thanks a bunch!

That's it for now I guess. I'm doing something for the boyfran lol. I hope he love it :D

Take care people! :)

Love,
Aisya J.

P/S : My current blog song : I Just Wanna Dance by Brandon Hilton ♥

Joshua Nathan Reyes

Okay is dedicated for the one and only Joshua Nathan Reyes.
Sorry you readers I have to do this for him. He done it for me but I couldn't tell him how I feel about him since I was crying after that. LOL. I'm such a baby -__-"

Before I met you I promised myself not to get my heart break again. So I decided to not go date anyone for a while. But then after I met you everything change. First time I saw you I was hoping you would be mine someday. And thank you god, you are now :)

After Jan 15th, 2009, everything seems so happy, so good. Better too. First month it was so wonderful and it's still now. You always be there for me. No matter what time. No matter what you are doing you will try your best to be there for me. You didn't just be there for me when the bottle is popping but you are there when I'm in tears too.

And you mister are a very funny guy. You make me laugh all the time. ALL THE TIME. Making sounds. lol And the knock knock you made :) Priceless. It's been a while since you speak Spanish to me lol :) I miss those sexy accent :P

And I miss doing everything with you :) Fooling around before we go to bed ;) Spanking you, bite you, pinch your cheeks, mess your hair :P Arguing with you that pink is BETTER than red :P Red is for loser and you are one haha :)

I like how you never complain how annoying I can get sometimes. How very clingy I can get sometimes. How I get very emotional when it comes to that time of the month.
I remember every little thing you did just to lighten up my day.
I remember every time you called me my baby, my other half, my soul, my life, my Hello Kitty, my girl, my special girl, my true love, my wife, my naughty girl, my wild girl, my loser, my nerd, my drama queen, my everything.

I know we don't have much in commons but that what makes it interesting. I love learning everything about you. I love when you sings to me. I love listening to your favorite songs. I love to know every inch of you.

All relationship have it ups and downs. We both do fight. Scream at each other and be mad at each other. But we love more than we fight. We care about each other. Stand up for each other.

Oh and you asked me why I'm with you it's simple because I'm nothing without you. The special thing about me is you.

Joshua Nathan Reyes, you are my baby, my honey, my other half, my meany, my naughty boy, my dork, my loser, my nerd, my Joshiebear, my husband, my wild boy, my everything.

Oh SOMEONE ask me how much is the HELLO KITTY WEDDING RING :PPP LOL
Oh SOMEONE it's $1,640 (USD) and it only can get from this site Click
It's in Japanese :/ sorry lol

I want you more than anything :)
There you go. That's for you. What I wanted to tell you just now.
I love you so much. Forever and ever baby ♥

P/S : Sorry it's kinda long. Thank you for everything baby :)

Passion

January almost come to its end. One more month left. Then the results will be out. SPM results. I'm really scared. I'm scared if the results will not be good enough for me to pursue the course I want.

Yesterday, when Josh starts to talk about this, I started to cry. I know you'll be like why the hell am I crying? I can't help it. Everytime I'm with him I got so emotional. So when I started crying, he asked me what's wrong. I told him I'm scared about the results and I don't even know what I want to do after this. Like what course and stuff. Here's what he said :

"Hey honey listen to me, whatever the results is, you know you can still do what you want to. If the results is good then is good. If it's bad, don't give up. Start from the bottom okay? You can do foundation first then. Start with small steps. You can't let the results stop you doing what you love okay? Now stop crying. Just so you know that whatever happen I'm here with you okay?"

That's beautiful. I know he's right. How come he always right?

Oh and people, go watch My Sister's Keeper.

I loved the book and I loved the movie! Jodi Picoult's is one genius human being. The movie was beautiful. I really do suggest it to all of you. And please you need a lot like A LOT of tissues. I'm serious. It's one sad story. Brilliant movie. And why is a very beautiful movie because the director is Nick Cassavetes. The guy who made everyone cry while watching The Notebook. The Notebook is also my favorite movie. Beautiful movie. I loved it.

So that's for now I think. Need to clean my room before my mum got home :)
Take care people.

Love,
Aisya J.

KittyWedding?

So I show him this :

AND this :



AND this :



AND he said :

MAYBE?


Haha I got him to change his mind maybe? :P


Love,
Aisya J.

Think Happy Thoughts.

Thing aren't so good for me here at the moment.

First off, my driving classes are hell. Like literally. It kills. I'm afraid of driving. Cars are so fast and I feel like I'm gonna crash or something. I almost got into an accident this morning! Like 3 times. It scares the hell out of me. Maybe driving just not my thing. I'm gonna just take those exams and pass and get through all this.
So JPJ officer, please please be nice to me? I'll hug you tight if you let me pass? :P

And other things are I had a misunderstood with Josh. It was a big argument. Third person is included that's why. I won't be nice to you if are trying to take away my properties. I will NEVER be nice to people like that.

One of the reasons boys cheated is because there is a bloody living girl out there who keep messing up with other people relationship. Fuck you sluts.
Anyway, I'm good with Josh now. So it's fine.

Oh and someone get me this pleaseeeeeeeeee? :)))

Please please! I'll love you forever ♥

Go here to buy :) Dream Kitty

That's for now I guess. Wish me luck for driving again tomorrow :'(
Take care guys! Have fun doing whatever you are doing :)

Love,
Aisya J.

P/S : Go watch new episode of AskSwifty. It's up now :) Click Here

Melody In My Head.

Driving class went well! Haha. I was so scared when my instructor ask me to go to the big roads and I was like WHAT? NO WAY. I'm scared and he was like I'm here don't worry -_-"

LOL and everything went fine :) Even though I don't even know how much adrenaline my body produced today but certainly was great. And I do feel like dying at first haha.

And we picked up my sister at the boarding school too. When we saw each other we both go "SUPER JUNIOR IS COMING!!" and we both go "I KNOWWWW" haha! Yeah I'm so going! I want my Kim Heechul ♥

Heechul oppa! See you in March! ♥

OHH and I'm craving for POP TARTS! Ugh I so want them so bad now :( AND boyfriend, maybe you'll read this hun and if you did PLEASE PLEASE send it to me? :) One box would be enough lol :)


This one please! :P

I know you hate her but I want it so bad haha :P Thankies ♥
That's it for now. Take care people.
Oh and if you have twitter follow me http://twitter.com/aisyaj

Love,
Aisya J

P/S : My driving instructor is really good looking! HAHA :P