Speak your mind.

Sometimes I don't think I know myself. Like I have thousands of personality. Like I feel I haven't found my truly self yet. Have you ever felt that way?

It have been a harsh week for me. First I have to go back to this damn college and have to be far away from home and far away from everything. It all seems so hard now. And I don't know why all of sudden I can't handle all this shit like I used to. Its hard its hard its hard. And pretty much killing me.

It's only Wednesday and I'm already complaining about the week. Haizz. I want this to be over. I want my final exams to be tomorrow! Although I will not have time to be prepare but it'll feel good don't it after it ended?

GAHHH.

I want the time to stop right now. And I want the time to go back. 

Go back go back go back go back. 

I promise I'll do it all over again. And it'll be better.

Would somebody just stab me with a knife right now. I bet I won't feel a thing.

I'm too depressed to care right now.

I'm faking my smile and you're too naive to fall for it.

Later,

Aisya J.

Swatch's Valentine Watch 2011

AHHH I always always watch out for Swatch's Valentine Edition! And this year's is amazingly gorgeousss!
I SO WANT IT :'(

Awwww so pretty :')
I want this pweety pleashhhh :')

Okay done. hehe :)

Aisya J.

P/S : Does love leave you spechless? Yes, it sure did. ♥

Why is she jealous?

Why Are Girlfriends Jealous?

The main reason most girls are jealous is low self-esteem, insecurities, and lack of trust. Anyone can experience jealousy. Maybe she had a bad experience with a past boyfriend. Perhaps he cheated on her and she was really hurt over it. That would certainly cause problems of self-esteem.

One main reason girls tend to get jealous is over other girls, particularly ex girlfriends. They are worried that other girls might have something that they do not. Your girlfriend may feel that you could find other girls prettier, funnier, or smarter than she is. She may also be wondering if you still have feelings for your ex. All of these thoughts will lead to the fear that she could lose you. 

Love,
Aisya J.